Yesterday, I began my "uncluttering of the house" mission...and stumbled upon a video of a lesson I took with Patrick Shannahan dated January 27.....2006! I'm trying to figure out how to get my portion of the video on youtube....I need a son to help. All that to be said...yikes!
I began my journey of working dogs on sheep in August of 2004, starting with a local sheep farmer and moving in a different direction in November of that same year. In May of 2005, I had purchase my comfy 10 acres and filled the fields with sheep. Nine months later...I was taking a lesson with Patrick up at Brigand's Hideout.
On the one hand...it was fun to see how far I have come with respect to my relationship with my dogs, how I train, and what I see. On the other hand...it was absolutely, to the core, painful to watch! During the first round of viewing I kept saying to my video self things like..."stop going at your dog", "let her cover", "check the pace", "stop flicking your crook" and finally..."what the heck were you thinking!?!!!"
The second time of watching the video..I watched Patrick. And I listened intently to the sage words he said....which I think he says to me every time I work with him! He recommended this book
which I did not break down and buy for many years.
Patrick talked about "reading the sheep" and "pacing the dog instead of using a lie down" and....well pretty much a lot of words he says to me time and again. He was kind yet firm...with both me and my dogs. I can't tell you how thankful I am that he stuck with me all these years. I am thankful that he never gave up on me....though looking back...I do see many days he could have. Over the years, he has been quite honest with me about my training, handling and dogs. Gently encouraging me to let go of my obsessive training for one...and kicking me in the pants to step up and figure out another. The value of a great mentor is immeasurable!
This video find came at a great time for me....as I work with friends and their dogs. I sometimes forget where I have been...what it looked like...what it felt like. I wish I would have made goals to attach to that video....I'm not sure I thought I could be an open handler on that day in January of 2006. Today, as I think over all I am seeing way back, 5 years ago, working dogs....I long to be a little more Patrick-like and a little less...well....."particular". Not so much when it comes to me and my dogs....I love being "particular" with myself...but in helping those who have asked me to be a part of their lives. "Let the sheep show the dog", "people like to learn but not all like to be taught" "consider not training with every person available, but pick one method and be true to it for a time".....these words are the fingerprints left in my mind from those who have invested in molding me. "You get to keep what you give"....may I be trustworthy of giving.
I shared with Patrick that I found that video.....I wanted to say so much more in the email than my generic "thank you." Things like, "forgive me" and "thanks for believing in me" and "please don't give up on me". He wrote back and said, "I can still remember that lesson with Snook and Porsche. I let you talk, and knew that you were in for a much different journey than you ever expected." True words, Mr. Shannahan, true words. I have been so blessed to have some pretty awesome folks come along side me.....providing honesty, truth, discussion, belief, opportunity, butt kicks, hugs and Kleenex!
Pick well those who come along side your journey.
Seize the Day!